Vixxa's Theoretical Ideal Man part II: REVISED 2nd DRAFT

Honest & straight-forward.

Just and fair from a moral, ethical, and legal standpoint.

Brilliant.

Heterosexual.

Prefers liberal arts or sciences over money &  business .

Strong provider and protector. Preferably an outlaw. ;) 

Sober. 

Clean.

Spiritually inclined. Non-Christian. Non-Atheist. 

Romantic ;) 

Confident / cocky (in a good way)

Nationality/ethnicity standpoint...could be a mix of any of the following: Italian, Native American, German, Slovak, Jamaican, Puerto Rican, Japanese, African, English, French, Greek, mediterranean

Non-caucasian and NOOOOO IRISH MEN. 

I have REVISED MY BATMAN / BRUCE WAYNE THEORY, in exchange for the Gary Oldman version of Commissioner Gordon Theory. 

Like...seriously, Batman??

You didn’t kill the Joker. You are SUCH a pussy. 

Vixxa’s Theoretical Ideal Man Recipe.

1 part Gary Oldman as Commissioner Gordon in the Christopher Nolan Batman series 

1 part Roger Rabbit (let me count the ways....total devotion to Jessica and can make her laugh!! AWW.)

1 part Rob Zombie. Rocker, likes horror and goth stuff, but seems like he would be a ton of fun and very smart and probably tons of fun in bed.

1 part Gingerbread Man **SEE BELOW**. 

((I’m keeping my former Batman Theory up for general entertainment)). 

Original Batman/Bruce Wayne Theory

--minus leaving me in the end to be a crusader and stressing and worrying about him dying.

Other possible pit-fall(s) on dating Batman: 

-caring more about society than me. Ultimately we would need to compromise and although I would support his crusade and pursue an independent life and mission of my own, I would also need to come first...cuz if momma ain't happy, ain't nobody happy.

-Will most likely need psychotherapy to better communication skills and not process his own traumatic past.

Plusses for dating the caped crusader:

-million dollar bank account

-big mansion where I could do Vixxa photo-shoots anytime I wanted with any theme and any costume, outfit, and props I wanted

-wicked car that's 100% bullet and fire proof

-kinky bat cave where we could be all alone

-cool butler AND private chauffeur that offers words of wisdom at the perfect moment and happens to be MICHAEL CAINE 

-tortured, deep soul who could empathize with my issues with PTSD 

-genuinely good man out to destroy destroy evil

-sweet martial arts training

-access to bangin' hallucinogens (hahaha, actually I'm not really into hallucinogens, unless they were part of a really bad-ass warrior training ala Rahj A Ghoul...i still don't know how to spell his name...).

Watch for any further revisions. ;)

Definitions of Abuse

How can we stop or prevent something of which we are not aware of?

As a dancer, a model, and even a retail sales manager in the mall, I have experienced things that, in retrospect, I did not recognize as abuse because abuse (to me) was normal...I had been abused by my dad, so had grown familiar with a sneaky abuser’s tactics.

Fortunately, through different friendships and relationships, as well as counseling, reading, and therapy, I learned what abuse was. One main thing to realize is that abuse is a violation of your boundaries. Sometimes, we “abuse” each other in small ways, but these often turn out to be harmless. It is when the abuse becomes chronic, or repetitive, or continues after you’ve asked the person to stop the behavior that bothers you, that it really becomes a problem. 

I mention “dancers” here specifically, because the modeling/dancing industry attracts some very good, pretty, smart women that have psychological damage from upbringing and abusive relationships. They often end up having to make ends meet on their own, and forge careers against challenging circumstances. Please read, and check out the other sites listed below as great reference tools!!

Stay Safe!!

--Vixxa

Emotional Abuse
Emotional abuse includes hurting another person's feelings by saying cruel, unfair comments or by name calling, such as:

1. •cursing, swearing and/or screaming at you
2. •repeated harassment, interrogation or degradation
3. •attacks on self-esteem and/or insults to your person (name-calling, put-downs, ridicule)
4. •attacks on and/or insults about people you care for, your family and friends
5. •threatening to "come out for you" at work or to your family
6. •controlling and/or limiting your behavior (e.g.: keeping you from using the phone or seeing friends, not letting you leave the room or the house, following you and monitoring or limiting your phone conversations, checking the mileage on your car, or keeping you from reading material, ideas, activities and places that he does not like)
7. •interrupting you while you are eating, forcing you to stay awake or to get up from sleep
8. •blaming you for everything that goes wrong
9. •forcing you to do degrading things (e.g.: making you kneel, making you beg for money)
10. •using the difference in physical size to intimidate you
11. •criticizing your thoughts, feelings, opinions, beliefs and actions
12. •treating you like a servant or "underling" in matters of household chores and decisions
13. •being extremely jealous, constantly accusing you of flirting or of cheating
14. •spitting at or near you
15. •using money to control you (e.g.: taking money from you, giving you an allowance, controlling how extra money is spent, forcing you to ask for and account for any money you get, and acting like the work you do at home is of no economic value to the family)
16. •telling you that you are "sick" and need therapy
17. •using physical disabilities against you or putting you down for your disability

Psychological Abuse 

Psychological abuse is any threat to do bodily harm to a partner, a child, a family member, friends, pets, or one's self (suicide).  Psychological abuse involves not only hurt and anger, but also fear and degradation.  The purpose of psychological abuse is to render you emotionally insecure about your own self-worth and to render you helpless and/or not able to escape further physical, sexual and/or psychological abuse. Examples include your partner:

1. •threatening to punch, hit, slap or kick
2. •threatening to use a weapon
3. •threatening to harm him/her-self if you leave
4. •threatening to punish children to "get back" at you
5. •threatening to harm pets 

          throwing objects in your direction

1. •vague threats such as: "You're going to get it," or "I'm really going to let you have it"
2. •harming a pet to "get back" at you
3. •smashing and breaking things
4. •throwing objects around the room
5. •punching walls, slamming doors
6. •hiding, stealing or destroying your possessions
7. •sabotaging your car
8. •any emotional abuse which in the past was a prelude to physical or sexual abuse

[The following are more applicable to personal relationships, but may be applicable to professional relationships]:

Sexual Abuse
Sexual abuse is any non-consenting sexual act or behavior.  Examples include your partner forcing sexual activity when:

1. •you indicate "no" and your limits are not respected
2. •you are sleeping 
3. •you are drunk or high and are unable to say "no"
4. •you are afraid to say "no" 
5. •insists that you dress in a more sexual way than you wish to dress
6. •makes demeaning remarks about how you dress
7. •makes demeaning remarks about your body and/or body parts
8. •minimizes your feelings about sex
9. •berates you about your sexual history; blames you if you were sexually abused in the past or as a child
10. •criticizes you sexually (calling you "frigid" or “prude”, for example)
11. •insists on touching you sexually when you do not want to be touched, either when the two of you are alone or in the presence of others
12. •calls you a whore or a slut
13. •has affairs with other women (often flaunting them) after agreeing not to have sex with anyone but you
14. •physically attacking sexual parts of your body, (grabbing your breasts, pinching your buttocks, any touch that is unwanted)
15. •forcing you to perform any specific sexual act that you do not wish to do 

Physical Abuse 

Physical abuse is any forceful or violent physical behavior. Examples include:

1. •slapping
2. •choking
3. •punching
4. •kicking
5. •pinching
6. •pushing
7. •shoving
8. •biting
9. •spanking
10. •scratching
11. •grabbing
12. •throwing bodily
13. •burning
14. •restraining
15. •spitting
    
    
    SOURCE: http://www.domesticabuseproject.org