STRIPPED

This blog is designed to enlighten, inspire, and inform my audience. It is based on my personal experiences and what I have come to learn and grow from based on those experiences.

I blog on various topics, and post recent works of art including poetry, stories, photos, and featured articles of my latest work.

Topics include, but are not limited to: alternative health, psychology, domestic abuse, women's rights, the health care industry, exotic dancing industry, entertainment industry, and more.

Any psychological theory or content is based on numerous and well-researched data including, but not limited to, work of M. Scott Peck, Carl Jung, Dr. Daniel Amen, Dr. Barry Sears, and various, credible internet sources.

VIXXAVIOLET.COM IS UNDER RE-CONSTRUCTION.
PLEASE BEAR WITH ME DURING THIS WAITING TIME AND THANK YOU FOR YOUR LOYALTY AND PATIENCE!!!

Enter, read and utilize at your own risk.

12.05.2011

Photo Set from Shampoo Nightclub!!

Check out my never-before-seen pics from my set for Philly Music Zone...shots taken at Shampoo Nightclub in the DUNGEON!!! xoxo.

http://www.poushephotos.com



9.24.2011

nothing

waste of time
pointless seconds drag to hours in a line
and i'm speeding like i'm nothing to nowhere real quick
and i hope to die in front of this train
but its going backwards like my life

so much wasted
the talent the time
i was amped up to Go speed
now i'm lagging behind
now i've wasted the brilliance
that was sparked in my mind
but i'll smoke...
and i'll wait

6.10.2011

Vixxa's Ideal Dream Man

First of all...
I like sensuality. Case in point, Robin Thicke "Sex Therapy" and Chris Isaac "Wicked Games".

Second of all...
I hate bullshitters.
This does not mean you have to be honest 24/7/365. That is literally impossible, even for the sake of forgetting stuff or mis-wording things. I mean big lies as in you have a criminal record, secret drug habit, or addiction, or are secretly gay or something horrible that would ruin my life if I found out years down the road. (You will find that I really don't believe in extremes, because I don't even believe 100 percents even exist...we're all human, we're all flawed, unless you're Jesus or Prince, you aren't going to be perfect and I don't expect that).

Ideal Man Recipe.
1 part Roger Rabbit (let me count the ways....total devotion to Jessica and can make her laugh!! AWW.)
1 part Robin Thicke (HOTTIE. Talented, sensual, actually handsome, but not trying too hard and not being gross)
1 part Xzibit (ok...big, seemingly scary black man who really could protect me and throw me over his shoulder but then laughs and is like hilarious in person?? Brilliant!)
1 part Gary Oldman as Dracula.
1 part D'Angelo ONLY FROM THE UNTITLED VIDEO, NOT HIM IN REAL LIFE.
1 part Johnny Depp as Capt. Jack Sparrow.
1 part Rob Zombie. Rocker, likes horror and goth stuff, but seems like he would be a ton of fun and very smart and probably tons of fun in bed.
1 part Wolverine.
99 part Batman/Bruce Wayne
minus leaving me in the end to be a crusader and stressing and worrying about him dying.
Other pit-fall(s) would be him caring more about society than me. Ultimately we would need to compromise and although I would support his crusade and pursue an independent life and mission of my own, I would also need to come first...cuz if momma ain't happy, ain't nobody happy.
Will most likely need psychotherapy so he's better at communicating and not overly-invested in his own past.

Plusses include: million dollar bank account; big mansion where I could do Vixxa photo-shoots anytime I wanted with any theme and any costume, outfit, and props I wanted; wicked car that's 100% bullet and fire proof; kinky bat cave where we could be all alone; cool butler that offers words of wisdom at the perfect moment and is a chauffeur; tortured, deep soul who would understand my issues with PTSD; genuinely good man out to destroy destroy evil, sweet martial arts training, and, of course, access to bangin' hallucinogens (hahaha, actually I'm not really into hallucinogens, unless they were part of a really bad-ass warrior training ala Rahj A Ghoul...i still don't know how to spell his name...).

That's all I can think of for now, but I'm certain I will be back to add and edit this list.

4.25.2011

Do you like bikes?? Check this out!

This shoot was done last spring...it is still one of my favorite sets!!
Enjoy!


PS. My catsuit IS missing, and I will put up a reward for its finding. Umm...0.05 cents, and a kiss on the cheek from Vixxa.




4.22.2011

Please Rate Me!!

Please stop by Car Kulture Deluxe Magazine, and see my never-before-seen hot rod photos taken with Bubba's Custom Auto in Fairfax, VA!


The photo set was taken as part of the taping of a show based on Bubba Lloyd's hot rod shop. The reality show is based on Bubba's life and family, and is called Hot Rod Reality.


Here is a sneak-peak pic...see more at the link below!! :)




Car Kulture Deluxe

4.20.2011

Pumps Mag Feature

Check out my latest feature, on Pumps Mag!! :)

PUMPS MAG


PHOTO BY: LOST FOR WORDS

**NOTE: The pumps in this photo (and you'll also recognize it in my kitty photos) have made it into a LOT of my pics...they were only $10.00 at my all-time FAVORITE store to shop in...BARE FEET SHOES. 
I also had a pair in gold, which were recently lost ;( 

A girl must have shoes!

3.24.2011

What is Chronic Fatigue Syndrome?

I received an email from a former customer of mine at Delilah’s. He is an intelligent, well-rounded individual, and artist (photographer/fine artist). 
I told him of my recent diagnosis of Chronic Fatigue Syndrome this past May, at the Fibromyalgia and Fatigue Center in King of Prussia, PA. He replied:
“I'm sorry to hear about your trials with chronic fatigue. Of course alot of people still don't understand it or don't take it seriously as a medical issue, so I can only imagine how that's been for you.”
He is right: most people do not acknowledge that CFS (or Fibromyalgia, or even DEPRESSION) is a serious medical condition. 
(**NOTE: I don’t entirely think CFS & Fibromyalgia are the SAME disorder, but they stem from the same root problem, and are very similar). 
To be fair, the research on CFS & Fibromyalgia has been more prominent within the past ten to fifteen years or so. 
I know that, five years ago, when I went to the physician at my school, I was told to have a blood test (check), and if it was “normal” (indicating no anemia, no lyme disease, no thyroid issues...) that I would be considered to have Depression. I then began medication treatment with anti-depressants.
(**NOTE: Thyroid blood tests are rarely, if ever, accurate). 
While I do think it is true that I did, in fact, have depression, I ultimately believe that depression is a symptom of a larger physical disease or nerve & cell destruction in the body and brain as a result of psychological, emotional, and/or physical stress. The treatment with anti-depressant medications really has not only not helped, but has worsened my condition in some areas. Currently, I am off all anti-depressant medications, and supplement with a variety of free form amino acids, supplements, a good diet, and different forms of therapies.
Feel free to read below, or peruse the website for more information on CFS & Fibromyalgia:
Symptoms
Chronic fatigue syndrome can be misdiagnosed or overlooked because its symptoms are common to other many disorders. Fatigue, for instance, is found in hundreds of illnesses. The nature of the symptoms, however, can help distinguish CFS from other illnesses.
Primary Symptoms
As the name chronic fatigue syndrome suggests, this illness is accompanied by fatigue. However, it's not the kind of fatigue we experience after a particularly busy day or week, after a sleepless night or after a single stressful event. It's a severe, incapacitating fatigue that isn't improved by bed rest and that may be worsened by physical or mental activity. It's an all-encompassing fatigue that results in a dramatic decline in both activity level and stamina.
People with CFS function at a significantly lower level of activity than they were capable of prior to becoming ill. The illness results in a substantial reduction in occupational (work-related), personal, social or educational activities.
The fatigue of CFS is accompanied by characteristic symptoms lasting at least six months. These symptoms include:
  • difficulties with memory and concentration
  • problems with sleep
  • persistent muscle pain
  • joint pain (without redness or swelling)
  • headaches
  • tender lymph nodes
  • increased malaise (fatigue and sickness) following exertion
  • sore throat
Other Symptoms
The symptoms listed above are the symptoms used to diagnose this illness. However, many CFS patients may experience other symptoms, including:
  • irritable bowel
  • depression or psychological problems (irritability, mood swings, anxiety, panic attacks)
  • chills and night sweats
  • visual disturbances (blurring, sensitivity to light, eye pain)
  • allergies or sensitivities to foods, odors, chemicals, medications, or noise
  • brain fog (feeling like you're in a mental fog)
  • difficulty maintaining upright position, dizziness, balance problems or fainting
It's important to tell your health care professional if you're experiencing any of these symptoms. They may co-occur in CFS, or they may indicate that you have another treatable disorder. Only a health care professional can diagnose CFS.
What's the clinical course of CFS?
The severity of CFS varies from patient to patient, with some people able to maintain fairly active lives. For most symptomatic patients, however, CFS significantly limits work, school and family activities.
While symptoms vary from person to person in number, type and severity, all CFS patients are functionally impaired to some degree. CDC studies show that CFS can be as disabling as multiple sclerosis, lupus, rheumatoid arthritis, heart disease, end-stage renal disease, chronic obstructive pulmonary disease (COPD) and similar chronic conditions.
CFS often follows a cyclical course, alternating between periods of illness and relative well-being. Some patients experience partial or complete remission of symptoms during the course of the illness, but symptoms often reoccur. This pattern of remission and relapse makes CFS especially hard for patients to manage. Patients who are in remission may be tempted to overdo activities when they're feeling better, which can actually cause a relapse.
The percentage of CFS patients who recover is unknown, but there is some evidence to indicate that the sooner a person is treated, the better the chance of improvement. This means early diagnosis and treatment are important.”